Lost Me

It’s a little late to ask, but how do I seem?
I’m used to faking smiles and I’m sick of it

Stifling my true feelings
My feelings are filled with wounds
Still I keep searching for an answer
Hoping to find one by tomorrow

My heart’s been robbed of everything
Before I go numb, I want to find myself
Even if it doesn’t seem excessive
Even if it’s only once in a million
Don’t end it with a mistake

In a cruel world

I want to be buried in all the love
I don’t want to feel lonely
Can’t find someone to love me for who I am

Believing I’m not alone in this world anymore
Even if we hurt each other,
realizing we’re losing sight of our hearts

Feel like my past ideals will betray me
I no longer have ideals of who I’d like to be
Doubt things will change even if I wanted them to
Just ignore them, let me be

Like the seasons, even if I change form
In different ways, they’re all
My 365

I want to be buried in all the love
I don’t want to feel lonely
Can’t find someone to love me for who I am

Believing I’m not alone in this world anymore
Even if we hurt each other, don’t lose sight of your heart

If I could rid myself of everything simmering in my heart
I might be able to tell who’s on my side
Even if it doesn’t seem excessive
Even if only one person in a million
Stands by my side, I’d be happy

In this broken world

I want to be buried in all the love
I don’t want to feel lonely
Can’t find someone
to love me for who I am

Believing I’m not alone in this world anymore
Even if we hurt each other, don’t lose sight of your heart

I lost I lost me